Sunday, 12 July 2020

The Calm

Kayden Dan Validor weaved his way through the heavy throng of the main thoroughfare, his cloak billowing in the wind behind him. His heavy boots kicked up a cloud of dust as he covered long stretches of the road in his usual brisk stride.

I should try to change the way I walk, he chastised himself mentally, noting several pairs of eyes darting suspicious looks at him. He retreated deeper into the shadows of his cloak and tightened his grip on the dagger strapped to his belt. The smooth ivory hilt of the dagger fit against his callused palm like an extended limb, giving him a measure of comfort.

His eyes roamed the crowded streets and secluded alleyways branching off from the main road, alighting on several possible escape routes. He stopped in front of a stall selling honey cakes, watching for anyone who seemed to be following him out of the corner of his eye. The sweet and buttery aroma wafting from the freshly baked honey cakes made his mouth water, momentarily distracting him.

“Why’s a young man like yourself have silver in your beard?” the girl behind the stall asked, her blue eyes wide with curiosity. Startled, his hand went to the short beard lining his chin before he could stop himself. Demons take it! The dye must have faded. He turned toward the girl and regarded her fully. Judging by her height and apparent youthfulness, he guessed that she was no older than eleven or twelve.

His lips twitched into a smile. “Why’s a young girl like yourself minding a stall?” he retorted, mimicking her accent. “My ma’s sick. So, I’ll be minding the stall until she gets better,” she said, leaning forward conspiratorially as if imparting a secret. She drew back suddenly, aware of what she had just revealed to a complete stranger. “I shouldn’t have told you that,” she murmured fearfully, distress clear on her features.

Feeling sorry for the girl, he drew a gold coin from his pouch and tossed it onto the table between them. She stared at the coin as if she’d never seen one before. She likely hasn’t, he thought darkly. She reached for the coin then hesitated, looking at him. “Go on. Your secret’s safe with me,” he reassured her, taking a bag of honey cakes and tying it to his belt. She snatched the coin from the table and grinned at him, revealing two missing front teeth. “Thank you, sir!”

Looking at the innocent joy shining from the girl’s face, he felt a pang as he thought of what he had lost. He shook his head, determined not to wallow in the past. “Take care, girl.” He gave her one last wave before returning to the hustle and bustle of the main road.

Rian, the capital city of Regaria, was not usually as busy and hectic as the scene before him now. It was only because the Emperor was coming to visit did the province teem with people from all over the continent. His target would be among the Emperor’s entourage.

He would have to study their route to the Great Palace and ascertain the perfect vantage point for him to put an arrow through the First Minister’s foul heart. But first, he had some other business to take care of. Grimly, he strode through the crowd, slower this time but no less purposeful. It was time to collect what he was owed.

*

Rian. Zahara Re Natali let a sigh escape from between her lips. She never thought she would ever step foot in her home province again, let alone the capital city itself. She took in the familiar sights and smells of the port city, her hands tightening around the reins of her horse as long suppressed memories assailed her like waves beating against the shore.

Despite the colourful banners and flags festooned across the roof of every building, it hadn’t changed much. She could still detect the faint stink of fish in the air that she remembered so well from her childhood. She gave her head an impatient shake, not wanting to dwell on her past, especially not now.

Sensing her agitation, her black mare pawed the ground and whickered nervously. “Easy, Dhali, easy,” she murmured soothingly, loosening her grip on the reins. When both rider and horse were calm once more, they set forth toward their intended destination, a rundown building with a jagged wooden sign hanging above its door that said ‘Shark Teeth Inn’.

She motioned to a stable boy leaning against the grimy wall of the inn. “Feed him and brush him down for the night,” she instructed, flipping him a silver coin when he took the reins from her and led her horse into the stables.

The welcoming warmth of the fire burning in the hearth enveloped her the moment she stepped through the swinging double doors of the inn. The aroma of hot fish stew and the sharp tang of ginger ale met her nose, causing her mostly empty stomach to clench in hunger. The only meal she had consumed for the past two days were two pieces of stale bread and water.

In her haste to get to Rian, she had taken a shortcut through the forest and had not stopped to hunt for meat or forage for edible plant life in order to shorten the length of time the journey would normally have taken. She was determined to reach her destination before the Emperor’s visit, wanting to catch her prey before he could go underground to escape the clutches of the Imperial Guard.

A few pairs of eyes flickered in her direction with dark intent, but they quickly slid away when they noticed the scars marring the left side of her face and running down her neck to criss-cross the length of her bare left arm. Most of the patrons seemingly ignored her and continued on with their business, but her skin itched at the furtive glances darted at her from the corners of their eyes and her ears twitched at the whispers circulating among them.

Witch.... Bounty hunter.... Mercenary....” she caught a few indistinct hisses here and there as she made her way to a table set against the back wall in a darkened corner of the inn. She tuned out their dark mutterings and shrugged away her mild discomfort at their unwanted attention.

For most of her life, people had always stared at her and talked about her in hushed voices as if she were a wraith or a spirit of legend. She was used to it by now. It rarely bothered her any more. Instead, she encouraged it and honed it until it became a weapon she could wield against her prey. Fear was as effective as any blade or arrow, a poison that seeps into your soul and paralyses you. An experience she was intimately familiar with.

She waved for the innkeeper and brusquely ordered a bowl of fish stew and a pitcher of apple cider. The pocked-faced innkeeper curled his lips into a sneer as he took in her scars and her worn cloak with its torn, mud-splattered hem, but his eyes glinted with greed when she took out several pieces of silver coins and placed them on the table. “Well?” Her tone was low, menacing. Paling visibly, he hurriedly accepted the coins and left to prepare her meal without saying anything.

Weariness washed over her as she thought about what she had to do later that night. Idris Dan Hellor was a hard man to track down. It took her three long months of painstaking information gathering and an obscene amount of bribery to finally determine his most recent whereabouts.

She had to endure sifting through the various rumours surrounding him to glean whatever facts she could and piece them together to form a coherent picture of him. Her resources had almost been depleted by her relentless pursuit of the most notorious flesh trader in the Seven Provinces.

When she found out that his main base of operations was in Rian, the capital of her home province, she had burned with a rage so terrible that it spurred her to throw all caution to the wind and ride all the way to Rian with little rest and even less sustenance.

In hindsight, she should have reined in her emotions and planned her actions more carefully. She inwardly cursed her stupidity. Her carelessness could cost her everything she had ever worked for.

Exhaustion dragged at her limbs like lead weights, her sore and overworked muscles throbbing dully with pain. Her vision blurred slightly at the edges as two days of sleep deprivation pounded a persistent beat in her head. Her reckless venture had certainly taken a toll on her.

Her focus shifted to the present when the meal she had ordered was plopped onto the table in front of her none too gently, causing some of the steaming contents to spill over the rim of the bowl. The pitcher of apple cider fared no better.

“Enjoy your meal,” grunted a ruddy-faced woman who she assumed was the innkeeper’s wife. Her attempt at an obsequious smile seemed more like a pained grimace. Zahara did not miss the flicker of disgust which crossed her expression when her eyes strayed to the scars on her skin.

She waited until the woman left her table to serve another customer before digging into her meal. The fish stew left a thick coating of oil on her tongue and the apple cider was so sour it brought tears to her eyes but her stomach had finally ceased its insistent clamouring.

After the pitcher was drained of every drop and all that was left in the bowl were fish bones, she stood up and started to sway on her feet. She was reluctant to waste whatever time she had left but she knew her limits. Her body desperately needed rest to regain its full strength. She signalled to the innkeeper to prepare a room for her.

While he led her upstairs to show her to an empty room, her thumb unconsciously traced the angry burn marks around her left wrist. The memory of pain broke through the heavy fog of fatigue in her mind, anchoring her to the mission that had brought her back on home soil. It burns. She clenched her fist in determination, silently vowing to not let Idris Dan Hellor slip through her fingers again. This time, she would make sure he paid for his sins.


Monday, 16 September 2019

The Weight of My Sky


I am a sinner
I have done things that I’m not proud of
Things that make me shudder even as I think of it now
I wish I can turn back time and make a different choice
But I can’t
All I can do is live with my regrets
My shame
I want to do better, be better
But my demons are ever lurking at the edges of my thoughts
Waiting for me to let down my guard
To pounce and devour me whole
I am so, so tired
Please
Take this burden away from me
Let me have a moment of peace
An eternity of peace
Please
I don’t deserve peace
I deserve punishment
For my sins
For the wages of sin is death
Father, if I can be saved, please save me
Save me
Please

Saturday, 20 January 2018

The Mountain between Us

There is a mountain
Tall and imposing
Between you and me.

It is made up of
All the unspoken words
And pent up feelings
We have piled up
Like rocks.

When we speak
Our own words
Echo back
And fade into silence.

We lie in the shadow
Cast by the mountain
Waiting for the sun to rise
And chase the cold away.

If we were brave enough
To make the climb
Would we feel less lonely
Without the mountain
Between us?

Tuesday, 9 January 2018

Sleep

I wrestle with myself
Until I fall asleep

In dreams
I fall or fly
I do not know

All is quiet
In the dark

And I surrender
To oblivion

Friday, 5 January 2018

A Work In Progress

Artemis placed a hand over her mouth and yawned. It had been another long and uneventful night. She rubbed her eyes to dispel her sleepiness. Dawn was fast approaching. Her shift would soon be over and she could go home and sleep her fill.

She glanced at her brother who was leaning against the cracked wall of the alleyway. He was looking up at the gradually brightening sky, a cigarette dangling from one corner of his lips. She frowned disapprovingly at him. He caught the scowl on her face and grinned at her as he took a long drag of his cigarette. “It will kill you one day, Danny,” she warned him.

He rolled his eyes in annoyance. “We’ve been through this a hundred times, Sis. Smoking helps me stay awake.” She snorted in disbelief. “Suit yourself. Don’t come crying to me if you have lung cancer.” It was his turn to snort. “I never cry.” She couldn’t help but grin at him. “Bastard.” His twinkling blue eyes met her forest green ones. “I’ll take that as a compliment, Sis.”

She chuckled at their light banter. Aidan was her best friend and the only person she could rely on. They protected each other ever since they were children struggling to survive in dirty alleyways and seedy districts. They were orphans for as long as she could remember. She never knew who their parents were or what they looked like.

She closed her eyes and shook her head to clear away her dark thoughts. When she opened her eyes, she found Aidan staring at her as if he knew what she had been thinking about just moments ago. Darn twin telepathy. She turned her gaze towards the Gateway to avoid her brother’s knowing look. She was at once ensnared by the erratic movements of the runes swirling on every surface of the wrought iron gates.

She never failed to be amazed by the strange runes dancing along the iron bars of the Gateway even though she had seen it a dozen times. They emitted a kind of energy that felt almost magical. That thought was absurd. She didn’t even believe in magic. Yet to look at those finely crafted symbols swirling and twirling in an intricate pattern around the iron gates, you could almost believe….

She blinked when the runes suddenly increased the speed of their movements and began to glow. The Gateway was opening. “Danny.” Her voice was barely a whisper but her brother immediately whipped around to face the Gateway with his guns drawn. They were both mean-looking heavily modified Berettas.

She gripped the hilt of her sword which was strapped to her back and unsheathed it. She pressed the red gem embedded in the pommel to activate the sword’s electrical mode. She smiled grimly when she heard the soft crackle of electricity as electrical charges ran along the length of her blade. It’s time to play, Callie. She had named her sword Caliburn- after the legendary sword that was pulled out of a rock by King Arthur.

They waited in anticipation as the iron gates swung outwards. They had to squint to shield their eyes from the bright white light pouring out of the open gates. Through their narrowed eyes, they could make out the vague outlines of dozens of dark figures emerging from the depths of the light. WraithsThe iron gates swung close, abruptly cutting off the bright light. It’s time.

Artemis immediately leapt towards the dark shadowy figures and thrust her sword into one of them in one swift motion. Its blood red eyes widened in shock. She could see rows of sharp teeth as it opened its mouth to let loose a shrill scream of hatred and agony before fading away. Without stopping, she quickly slashed another Wraith before it could attack her.

She could hear the sound of gunshots coming from somewhere beside her. Give em’ hell, Bro. More screams of pain and rage as she swung her sword and slashed the Wraiths which were leaping towards her with their extended claws aiming for her heart. Take that and that and that, you parasites.

“Artie, six o’clock!” Aidan shouted. She spun around and plunged Caliburn’s electrically-charged blade into the midsection of a Wraith which was about to attack her from behind. It dissipated with an outraged screech. She gave her brother a brief smile then continued attacking the remaining Wraiths.

Satisfied that his sister is safe, Aidan cocked his Berettas, took aim and pulled the triggers, dispatching the rapidly diminishing Wraiths one by one with practiced ease. Electricity was encased in the bullets, killing the Wraiths immediately upon contact.

Soon, only one was left. Artemis swung her sword towards the last Wraith, aiming for its neck. It had anticipated her move and managed to leap backwards before her blade could slice through its neck. It hissed at her then quickly bounded out of the alley into the streets. Aidan tried to shoot it but the bullets missed their mark and hit the dirty wall of the alley.

Artemis immediately ran after the Wraith with Aidan following closely behind. Adrenaline pumped through her veins as she chased after the Wraith along the empty streets of downtown New York. Aidan tried to shoot the Wraith but it pranced along the street in a zigzag pattern, making it hard for him to aim.

Artemis was glad that the shops were still closed and that no one is around for the Wraith to possess. Then she saw an old woman standing on the steps of her apartment building. The Wraith saw her too.

“No!” she screamed but it was too late. The Wraith bounded across the street in one leap and wrapped itself around the old woman before she could make a sound. The old woman fell down the steps and landed on her back. The Wraith yanked her mouth wide open and plunged its head into her mouth.

Artemis watched in horror and tried not to gag as it crawled down her throat and took control of her body, shredding and slicing her organs along the way. The old woman’s body jerked and convulsed violently before ceasing all movements. Her body lay still at the foot of the steps, blood running down her chin from her slightly parted lips.

Artemis and Aidan stood frozen to the spot, speechless from the dreadful scene they had just witnessed. The old woman’s body suddenly leapt to its feet. It snarled at them then took off at a run. It was almost comical to see the old woman’s body running with the speed of a young athlete.

Artemis was the first to recover from her dazed state. She gripped her sword tightly and gave chase to the Wraith-possessed body. Anger burned in her heart as she pictured the Wraith crawling down the old woman’s throat and taking over her free will. Molten lava seemed to flow in her veins. A red haze of rage clouded her vision. She was closing in on the possessed body. A loud roar filled her ears, drowning out the sounds of her labored breathing, the pounding of her footsteps, her brother’s worried voice calling out to her….

In a burst of speed, she leapt onto the body, bringing both of them down. Without pausing, she raised her sword and sank its blade deep into the frail flesh of the old woman’s possessed body. The body threw back its head and opened its mouth as though it was about to scream but no sound came out. Instead, a black vapor drifted out of its open mouth and dissipated in the cold air of dawn. The old woman’s head flopped back to the ground, lifeless and limp. Dead.

Artemis pulled out her sword and got off the dead body. When she lifted her sword and saw blood covering its blade, she felt sick. Her whole body trembled as she stumbled into an alleyway. She threw down her sword in disgust. She leaned against the graffiti-covered wall, bent over and emptied the contents of her stomach. She wiped her lips with a gloved hand after she was done and slid down the wall until her rump connected with the ground.

She suddenly felt weary as if all the energy had been drained from her body. I should be used to this by now. I’ve done this plenty of times before. But she was affected every time. Tears blurred her vision. None of them fell from her eyes. She would never allow her tears to fall. She had cried enough in her life. She had learned early in life that crying never helps. The only thing she could do was move on and never look back.

She suddenly felt a warm hand close around her shoulder. A bottle of water was shoved into her hands. She looked up and saw her brother standing next to her, his cobalt blue eyes were filled with quiet understanding. “Drink up, Sis. Your breath no doubt stinks right now,” he murmured. She chuckled, grateful for the reassuring presence of her brother.

She uncapped the bottle and drained it in one long swallow. “I also bought breath mints just in case you need some.” Aidan handed her a tube of mints. She lightly punched his knee and glared at him in mock annoyance. “Let’s go home. I’ve already called the Undertaker to take care of the body,” he said as he grasped her hand and pulled her to her feet.

“Wait a minute.” Artemis picked up her sword and switched off its electrical mode before wiping away the blood with a piece of ripped poster she found lying on the ground. She sheathed her sword when she judged it reasonably clean. “Now we can go home.” She left the alleyway and walked down the streets with her brother, not once glancing at the corpse of the dead woman sprawled in the middle of the road.

Wednesday, 13 December 2017

In Shadows

Vezriel allowed a soft resigned sigh to escape her lips as she surveyed the sprawling cityscape from her perch on top of a stone gargoyle. Weariness settled over her like a heavy cloak. She was so tired. Tired of this dreary world. Tired of death. Tired of life. She briefly considered taking her own life. She sighed again at the absurdity of that thought. It was far easier to end the life of another. She knew that fact intimately. She immediately put a stop to that train of thought before the dark memories could wash over her. She shivered as a gust of wind swept across the city. Her unbound hair whipped about her face, stinging her cold-numbed cheeks. The softly glowing marks running along her forearms and coiling around her neck flared briefly, sending fingers of warmth throughout her body. She traced the marks swirling around her wrist with a finger. The faintly glowing marks were edged with darkness. Soon, they would turn completely black. A shiver ran down her spine. It wasn’t from the cold this time. “Penny for your thoughts?” a familiar gruff voice asked from behind her. She stiffened and quickly whirled around. He was leaning against the wall, his face hidden in the shadows. He detached himself from the wall and strode towards her. Her foolish human heart skipped a beat when his ruggedly handsome face came into view. A five o’ clock shadow still clung to his square jaw. He stopped within a few feet of where she was. He was close enough that she could detect the gold flecks in his sea-green eyes. “Are you stalking me?” she asked, irritation sharpening her voice. He smirked. “Don’t flatter yourself, angel.” She fought the blush rising up her neck. She gritted her teeth at how easily his nearness rattled her. “What are you doing here, hunter?” His smirk widened at her confrontational tone. “Just enjoying the view.” He swept his hand outwards to indicate the brightly lit city below them, but his eyes were fixed upon her. “Don’t insult my intelligence, hunter,” she growled in annoyance, stepping off the gargoyle onto the ledge of the roof. “I do have a name, you know,” he said conversationally as he held out his hand to her. Ignoring the offered hand, she jumped down from the ledge and landed beside him. She shot him a glare before heading for the door. “Stay out of my business, hunter,” she deliberately emphasized the last word.

Monday, 18 July 2016

A Dream Away

The future scares me. The uncertainty and the inevitability of it all. Like a storm brewing on the horizon. Inching ever closer. Until everything gets caught up in the sound and fury. I fear failure. I fear the fall. My flaws and foibles have nowhere to hide. I am stripped bare. To the very core of who I am. Who am I? Who will I be? Tomorrow is but a dream away. Will it be a sweet dream? Or will it turn out to be a nightmare? I am a fool. A fool who has lost her way. It becomes harder and harder to hold on to my dreams. To my aspirations. I am weak. The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak. I fear my spirit will soon falter and fade as well. They say that light shines brighter in darkness. That a person's true mettle will be revealed in adversity. I don't want my life to be filled with regrets. When I look back ten, twenty years from now, I don't want to wallow in self-pity, constantly wondering 'What if....' Life is too short to waste. And tomorrow is but a dream away....

P.S. Sorry for all the doom and gloom. God bless.